“I can’t change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination.” Jimmy Dean.
So much is happening right now. Richard and I ended our relationship but started a friendship. My brother got a job. My other brother will defend next week. I am trying to get back in shape. There are so many plans for 2016 that I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep up. I am in the middle of “marie-kondo-ing” my things and my life. I am reflecting on myself and all the things that happened this year. I want to find my calling. A job or career that I want to dedicate my life to but I don’t feel any closer to it than I did before. So I am instituting a lot of change…in the way I think and the way I see things. Life is never what you think it will be.
A jumble are my feelings, hopes, dreams, fears, and pains. Transition is uncomfortable but it also feels necessary yet uncaring. You only know that it is happening and all you can do is try to be flexible. Let go of what you thought, and now recreate your vision. What can I do but just keep going?